Waiting for the Test Results

I finally got the test results about 3 ½ weeks after the retrieval.  It was pretty brutal waiting for these results. I was not myself mentally and kind of feeling alone because well this whole IVF process is weird, you are on hormones, and there is no way Edward could really understand what I was going through.  It was hard.

As far as the test results.  We have 1 healthy embryo! Yay!  When I first got the call, I was disappointed.  I actually feel guilty now thinking about it since I should be thankful for the 1 and I am honestly.  You just get in this crazy mental state playing with numbers/statistics that I was hoping for more in case it didn’t work.  But at least we know and we have 1 genetically healthy embryo which honestly is pretty fucking amazing. Thank you Universe and my beautiful body.  It was lucky #7 which is the embryo I thought it would be. :)