We met with Dr. Rosen on Friday and he explained the process for the Embryo transfer. It didn’t seem complicated but it did feel like I had to be on lockdown for 2 months so that we could time everything right according to my cycle. I got home and automatically started thinking about cancelling vacations, stressing about getting a job before the transfer, wondering if/when we should move into a new house and just plain freaking out a little.
So I was forced to really think about the situation and I decided (with Edward) that it was best to put a pause on this for a couple months. The time critical part of getting the eggs/embryo was done and we could wait a little bit to do the transfer. We decided that “We” came first and the last months have been intense so we needed a breather to just live. I’m so glad we came to this decision. I already feel 10 times better. I really needed this and Edward/I as a couple really needed this. I’m so thankful we were able to to come to this decision. So now we can have a relaxing summer! Yay!