Taking Back my Life
The last couple months have been super intense. I have a few things up in the air right now and have had a hard time separating them in my mind and figuring out what to focus on. Instead I tried to lump everything together and was forcing myself to make decisions. It got really stressful and just not fun. And somewhere in the process I lost sight of my actual goals. I let these decisions consume me and take over my life. Looking back, I realized that I was creating this sense of urgency to move forward with all these parts of my life that needed attention but the reality is there wasn't a need for urgency. And even if to some extent there was, there is nothing more important than my sanity....and ultimately my happiness. So I finally decided this weekend to put a pause on things and just chill a little. I'm going to focus on myself which means taking care of me, reconnecting with Edward, loving little Ruby, hanging with my girlfriends, and just being me for a while. Just in time for Summer! :)